I'm okay.

I can't talk/write...divorce, court, my hubby, hubby's family, lawyers, drama, etc (well, now right...after I'm divorced...eh, if I want to).

But, I can write that I'm good.  It is hard (STRESS!), but I'm stronger (lol right wisp?  CD...I like it!!).  Before, my hubby was help me...my pills, doctor appointments...really any the talk haha.  That now...ME...I do it.  My pill, my doctor appointments, restaurants, shopping, etc.  Like, I was to the mall...because my phone was old and my bill and my hubby's bills...ANYWAY...so, I said, "Hi, it's hard to talk because my stroke.  Please can you help me?"  He helped me. Yay!!  Also, we go a park all the time...when they play the kids I will go where Moms...we chit chat.  I'm not anxious.  :)

So...divorce is...NOT is my favorite.  But, I'm okay, I'm stronger because I have to...that good! :)

Ooops

Sorry September...my bad.  I was going to write but...court is...well, NOT my favorite.  Stress, drama (not me...sigh), etc.  That is all...right now.

Sooo, again, sorry September.  I will write again October...I hope.

WOW...

...guess what?  You did it...you did it.  ::clapping clapping clapping::  Good job (oh sarcasm)!!!!!

Also...thanks Within Temptation.  Ditto.

divorce

Rain, rain, rain...please stop...

..sigh...

...well...no comment.

breathe

I am okay.

Kinda.

I thought it was hell...Fertility.
I thought it was hell...Stroke.
Guess I will going to hell...

..."he/she" not done.

You know what?  Fuck you  (theism....whatever) .  I am NOT dead.

STRONGER...I'm not done.

:P !!!!  (emotes..thanks Wisp! lol)

News...sigh...

Summer...I like it.  Sun is up.  Mountain...I am see (Mt. Rainer... beautiful!).  I am happy.

BUT...

May 1 -- Grandma and Grandpa was killed.  Mom and Baby (2 months!!) are in hospital still.  Mom is stroke...aphasia.  No no no no no no...stroke is hard!  Baby is...well...brain is not good.  Drunk man.  "According to court documents...has been arrested at least five times...for driving under the influence..."  What the hell???  Soooo...money and lawyers...yeah.

May 6 -- My sister: "Life can be so bittersweet! Came to work tonight to find out that a friend I have known since Kindergarten passed away today giving birth to her 6th child. Feeling so devastated for her husband and children! And yet...loving all the memories that my friends have posted of her."   Sooooooo sad!

Boston Marathon, school gun shooting, politics, blah blah blah blah...

So...news...not today.  Maybe tomorrow.

Blog

Titles...

• Pigs are Evil
• Birds
• Politics (HA HA)
• Swearing
• Stroke Card

Sigh.  Nope nope nope.

April 29...30.  We'll see.

Aphasia

It is time! lol...

So...I went to University of Washington.  Dr. Kendall is really nice...she did help me.  Remember Megan (UW project)?  Dr Kendall "the boss" to Megan.  

Anyway...I went to UW because she (Dr. Kendall) want me to class...because I have aphasia.  So, there 2 aphasia also (so, me, Dixie and Matt).  It was "Speech Therapist 1" (a lot people).  People don't know there a lot stroke...not the same.  It was toooo nervous!  Because...people they think a stroke is for "old."  You know...Grandma and Grandpa.

Nope.  I am 31...my stroke was 29.  I'm young.  Is like...woah.  Yup (Dixie is "Grandma," but Matt is young also).

So...we talked.  They have questions...like, "what happened?" and "can you more (talk, writing, read, etc.)?"  It was good...really  I said, "I'm not weird!  My brain is good (well, kinda lol)...I'm not psycho!" LOL.  People is nice...class was sooo nice.  Seattle...people is nice!

Now, I don't care.  That's good!!  Before, I want...like, "Shhhhh!!  No stroke...mmm...no no no!"  Now but now...I say, "Sorry, I can't talk because I'm have a stroke...help you me (groceries, store, etc)?"  I'm not afraid.  2 years...gone.  Phew!  ;)

Thank you Dr. Kendall...you and your class students card is nice (also, starbucks card was good lol)!

I like coffee...BUT...

Hi people!

Sooo...I like coffee.  Breakfast + coffee = Happy!  But...I went to the cabinet a mug.  Coffee was done, so I did pour the drink in a mug.  Coffee cream...check...what's that in a mug??

Spider.  Ew.  Dead...but still...Ew.

I'm done right now...not coffee today.  Will see tomorrow...maybe.  The end.

:)

Blah

I am sad today.  Before, I was good (write)...I miss writing.  It's hard...FRUSTRATION!!  But, that's okay...I will again.  I have to.

So...New Years Resolution: post blog 1 month (help me write please!?!?).  Yup.  I wish my mouth with my brain...dumb aphasia stroke.  I'm sorry I'm sad.  But I'm not dead, so that's better nothing...but...sigh.

Ok...that's all today.

I love you guys!! xoxo